I wanna be somewhere I belong

... I had nothing to say and I get lost in the nothingness inside of me. I was confused and I let it all out to find that I’m not the only person with these things in mind (inside of me). But all that they can see the words revealed is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel.

...Nothing to lose. Just stuck, hollow and alone and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.


I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real. I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long. Erase all the pain till it’s gone.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real. I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along -- Somewhere I belong...

And I’ve got nothing to say. I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face. I was confused.
Looking everywhere only to find that it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I; what do I have but negativity. ’Cause I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me.

I will never know myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed. I will never be anything till I break away from me. I will break away. I'll find myself today.

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Most of the time, I am observant. Just quietly looking around. Trying to figure out why people do the things they do. I always ponder on reasons why many people are mean and cruel.

I am the type of person that requires reasons for things. Focusing more on the motive behind an action.

Oh well...

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Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it and don't let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy. They just said, it would be worth your while.


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