Monday, December 10, 2007

Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon...

I didn't know that my crushie's part of a band. Just found out about it now. My researching skill is still perfect, huh?! What's awesome is that, I think he's an acquaintance (or even a friend) of my sis. Wow! *bouncing around*

Browsed his site, which I also found just now. There was no photo to steal. There's one actually, but gosh...NM. Think he's not into Cyber stuffs. Whatever. But, for sure, it's not only me who's been digging the Net for info about him. *sigh* And sure, there are lotsa gurls out there who are aggressive enough to make some moves. *deeper sigh*

Well, he's part of a flick. In fact, he's the lead and I'd say, he did very well. Found the music vid and saved it of course. Nah! am not going to tell you about it. Won't even tell you his name nor the band he used to be part of. Do I have to? NO. Yeah, yeah...KJ...whatever! Who knows he might bump into My Green Room and read about himself. Don't like that to EVER happen.

He was wonderful yesterday. As always. *daydreams* How's it like to be an S.A.?


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Wishing this'll just speak for me.


Didn't enjoy the service last night. Not for any reason but was just not comfortable with my seat --upper ring side. Too high for me. And seeing all the people below, like ants moving about, made me a bit dizzy. Plus the two guys in front of me, who kept laughing about some things they're witnessing, were kinda annoying. Boy, am I such a whiner!

No, but for people like me suffering from Acrophobia; who would really enjoy watching from a certain height, right?!

There was a concert after the service but decided not to watch. I had to leave some important things, which I got so concerned about the entire time so, I thought, concerts can wait until NEXT time.

Twas tough to get a ride home for almost everyone, but not for us. Thank God, we didn't have to wait longer to get a cab.


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We were supposed to watch "Nanny diaries" last night. In fact, we watched it. Only I wasn't able to finish. Found myself snoozing at the first half hour it was running. Was too tired, maybe. hihi...Right, lately, I noticed have been a sleepyhead. Eyes always feel like dropping. Is this a sign of depression? Should I be worried? *confused*


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When you stare at the very thing you don't want to ever lose, it end up struggling to be let go. What if you just let it? Say whatever it is that they can't say and move on? What could be at the other side of the wall? Such a wonder. And you'll never get an answer unless you pick a choice. The answer won't come from me or you or anyone. It only comes from trying. But, trying requires tons of courage.

What if everything's just spontaneous? What if no one's given time to think and weight things? Just keep walking wherever. Take whichever route. With no emotions. Nothing. All black and all choices are never wrong to make one regret. Wish everything's always easy. Sadly, it's not the case.

What if it gets too tiring?

The best / right choices won't always make one contented nor happy.

Current mood: Indifferent.








Friday, December 7, 2007

If I'm not back in a few days...just wait longer


Just one more day and hello Convergence! Yipee!! *bounces around*

Am not certain how's it going to come out but am expecting it to be a very good one. This is going to be my first time to witness VCF's Christmas presentation. Am just so excited. Especially, am assuming my crushie is part of it. *sings* lalalalala

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I get to visit my cyber nook very seldom and I noticed how the number of visitors declined. *sigh* Been so busy lately and am sure it's going to be a lot busier the coming days, weeks, months. Oh well...

Thanks to my ever loyal visitors. Hope you won't grow tired of dropping by to check if there's any update.

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Yesterday's Hippo's birthday. No, we weren't able to take snapshots. *sigh* Nothing to flash here. Sorry.


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Cooked spag, bought pizza (4 boxes), chicken and cake, sodas and that's it. The celebrant was asleep and I had to badger him out of bed. Felt a lil bad that he seemed to not appreciate my effort. But, hey, I have to consider he's tired from work. Had to keep reminding myself.

Well, he got up and we all ate together. No regret even if am currently on a diet. Happens only once in a blue moon. There's just 8 of us and we just sent out food to the neighbors within the compound.

Earlier the same day, cooked spag, too, for his work chummies. Twas not as good but they all loved it. Wasn't able to get some sleep the previous night so, was kinda snoozy while at the kitch. Even thought there was a quake when I almost fell off face first to the counter top with the knife on my right hand. *whew* ...I realised that my brain was shutting off. My eyes were like dropping and I could feel my soul leaving my flesh. Geesh.

But, no, I have to finish the spag...I protested. So, I ordered my soul to get back in. Twas already 1am. Had to rush as Hippo will be picking the food up at 2am. Just an hour left.

Asking why did I even have to cook it at the dead of the night? ...tis cause it's the only time I was free yesterday.

Sorry if the spag's not as good as before. *frowns* Thanks for loving it still...hehe

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We're still on a struggle to find a better place. Found one near Kalentong, but am very hesitant as I know that place to be prone to flood. *nailbites* Ooohhhh how I hate floods. Who doesn't?! Well the house is elevated so the dirty, stinking water can't get in; but how can we get out of the house when we need to... when the streets are submerged?! Dilemma...

I seriously want to leave my current place. Just so itching to find a better one. We did find one but twas already taken. The owner's willing to give us the front unit only for short term, though. A year or less. Grrr! *scratches head with both hands*

Condo unit? Yes, found a big unit with 3 bedrooms at Governor's Place along Shaw and the monthly rent is not so expensive (@ 17K). Am just complaining that I'd have to pay extra 4K for the dues! Waaahhhhh!!! So, that's already a whopping 21K per month to spend for. Which am not willing to do. Nah!

...and another one in San Francisco Gardens along Boni in Mandaluyong. Just 16K plus 4K dues. Whatda?!! *sobs*


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something spacious like this. *day dreams*


Am wondering how come units here are becoming smaller and smaller but the prices are getting higher and higher. Imagine a 45 sq m unit costs like around 14K up?! Duh! (Am I not such a whiner?)

No, am just really concerned that architects are not considering the importance of space anymore. Space IS very important. Guess am the only one over reacting now but I believe, everyone IS also concerned. Only that there's no choice and whining like what am doing now will be of no help at all. But, am not going to stop griping until my concerns are heard! (as if) Silly me.



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Paper Tiger's protest.



Gotta split for now. Let's just keep our fingers crossed that I can update my Green Room again soon.

Ciao.






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