I Still...

Yes, I have grown so much but never changed a lot. There are still things I never learned to outgrow. Guess, each one of us remain a child inside. Yet, we can't let it show all the time because we're supposed to be acting like grown ups. However, it's just so unavoidable at times.


Am not sure but most of what I haven't outgrown are not at all strange or weird. Maybe most of you still do the same, too. Just thought to share. Thought of blogging about this when recently, I found myself inside the closet when I was hurting badly and there was no one. Here are they...


"I still..."

~ hide inside my closet when hurt;
~ enjoy the sound of my rattle to help me sleep at night;
~ like to hear lullabies when having a hard time dozing;
~ love to receive/ask for presents from anyone;
~ fear of being left alone (which is kind of weird since I am a loner);
~ take pleasure in watching "Bear in the Big Blue House";
~ use baby words;
~ howl over a paper cut;
~ fancy spending time in parks or playgrounds;
~ say 'yehey' a lot;
~ delight in eating hotdog on stick with colorful marshmallows;
~ relish for cereals and popcorns;
~ long for alphabet soup;
~ mope when being teased;
~ talk to myself;
~ sing alone;
~ can't use the escalator by myself (acrophobia);
~ read bedtime stories to myself; and
~ hanker for stickers and other cute stuffs like stickers and notebooks.



Well, I guess this is all for now. Happy Halloween!

My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely.

Yeah, am that busy that's why it takes centuries before I can even make a post here. Sorry. *frowns* But, since Lilie requested that I post a new entry, I am posting today. And guess this is it.


Said she's sick and tired of seeing her face in my last post. What she didn't know, I am to post the new uploaded KPO photos. hah

This is from Reenie





Reenie's becoming invisible.




...something's totally wrong with Gracie




Hi...we were just talking before you took a peep.




Here's us already stuffed.




All girls night out, aye?

The three of us again.

That's all, though. *big smile*


Been busy with lotsa different things lately. Actually, am also working on something and I hope that it would make Lilie very proud of me. She's been pushing me and encouraging me from time to time. To show her my appreciation, I took time and effort to do something worthwhile and I hope she would be really proud of me.


Well, I know she is and she's always been. She never failed to tell me how much, actually, and it significantly bumped my self-worth up. Thanks, Lilie.


I seldom get complete sleep these days. But, I try to unwind every now and then to keep me sane. I only get to see sunlight every Sunday going to VCF (Robinson's Ortigas), though. What I'd do to unwind is watch movies (thanks uTorrent). *wink*


The last I've seen was "Knocked up". It's a fun film. Enough to entertain anyone who's stressed. Will surely make you laugh. I just didn't appreciate some profanity but I didn't mind so much. I just needed a laugh.


Before that, I've seen "Chuck and Larry". Very gay film. LOL Well, it's more about genuine friendship, actually. Also very entertaining. Shhh. I don't need anyone's opinion. It did make me laugh so just give me this.


Seen a couple more but I can't remember the titles. Will just probably include them on my next post.



Current mood: Fine and dandy although always stressed.