The road to true love was never easy.

I am really not a zodiac fanatic and I am neither a believer. Though, of course I get to read horoscopes at times, and found them somewhat reliable, I still cling to the person I know that is me. Today, zodiac signs love match is in demand. I've already received and answered 2 Taurus related questions. First one was paired with Leo and the next with Piesces. Maybe, there are still people who are careful in choosing a partner like how it should really be. Choosing a lifetime partner is the most crucial decision making one could ever deal with. Come on! This is a happiness issue. And, perhaps, I am not the only one who's hoping to stop the increasing number of broken homes. If zodiac signs and predictions are true, I hope people would just resolve to it as an aid to humans' long time problem -- searching for the right life-long partner. This way, we could all hope for stronger family bond. We won't have to worry about breaking families anymore.

While searching for the answers to the question I received earlier, (the question was: What are the weaknesses of the zodiac sign Taurus?) I found this answer...

Taurus Possible Weakness: Accepting less than you can achieve

I think this may be true. Evaluating myself, yes, it is indeed true. Sad to admit. People say I deserve better things but I put up with sub-standard ones. I have given serious thought about it and still am thinking. It could take time but, oh well. A big factor for this is, maybe, my being emotional. One big problem of mine is that I am too attached to my emotions/feelings. I hope there's a crash course for this, so I can inch by inch change this til I become a better person.

I will post Taurean information that I find true about myself.

A person born between the dates of the 19th and 25th of April would not receive the full central results of the sign's individ­uality, as he would be born when the Sun was on the edge of the sign.

Those born under it are fearless and kind, and very magnanimous when not irri­tated. They are generous, and apt to load themselves with the burdens and sorrows of others.

Money has no special value in their minds except for the good it will do. They have no wish to hoard, and are always ready to divide. They prefer to help with money rather than by the expenditure of time or sympathy (just somewhat true).

They have great power of concentration, and make the best metaphysical healers. By the power of their will they can pro­ject their thought to great distances and hit the mark. They are exceedingly fond of the good things of the earth, and like to spread feasts for their friends.

They feel the minds of other people and know their thoughts (this is also what my personality type says about me).

Taurus Greatest Strength: Your sensible outlook on life

Taureans are determined, productive, practical, reliable, resourceful and capable of generating great wealth. They will work slowly and steadily to achieve their ultimate goal. Ruled by Venus, Taurus loves material comforts, sensual pleasures and beauty. They take great pride in their possessions and assets. Taureans may be stubborn, but their steady demeanor makes them reliable and loyal.

Empty hearts and voices talking

New Year, new beginning. I just hope this applies to everyone.

I have always been the apple of gossipmongers' eyes. All my life, even when I was still too naive, they've been giving me monikers, tagged me as this and that. It didn't hurt me as much than it is hurting me now. Maybe when you grow older you get to understand how you just want to live a life. Because, in fact, nobody helped you reach where you are now. So, who gives them the right to pull you down? It isn't fair. No, life is not unfair. People are.

"Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."

People can really be such jerks with just words. I don't understand why they are taking pleasure in meddling on another person's business. Why should they care, in the first place? It is not anymore their concern if someone's straying. What? They care? Then why the hell are they spreading rumors in stead of confronting me? Is that even caring? Is that what they call "care"? If they did care for me then they should've hurled words to my face. I'd catch each word no matter how afflictive they might be.

"Better is open rebuke than hidden love."
- Proverbs 27:5

I am upset because they're taking away my right to live. If I do this they'd say something; if I don't do this, they'd say something. Just where the hell should I place myself? I am so sick and tired that people sort of manipulating my decisions. It's sick! And it's true that we shouldn't really care so much about what other people think. How can I not? When their judging eyes won't stop dissecting what could be wrong with me... Dean is right. Their life is dull so, they're messing with somebody else's life to make their's interesting. But goodness! Making your life interesting at the expense of another?! Damn! Maybe I am not the one needing a life. Maybe it's them. Yes, it's them!

Just what is it that they want from me? What else? I lived a very lonely life already. Do they think they can even make it worse? Like what I've said in my previous post, "nothing can hurt me as much anymore". Much has been said about me. More than they can imagine. But I am invincible. And I am still keeping my faith I can go through all this.

"They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down but I will not allow
anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me...

I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid and darkness will fade...

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down but I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach."

New year, I hope they'd find a new attitude, a new hobby, a new point of view. I hope they'd become better persons because what the world really needs are people who are pure. People who care for one another. Of course, no one is righteous, like what the Bible says. But let's just start the year right by minding our own business and not cause another's pain.