Monday, May 28, 2007

Cab fare to nowhere is what you are


...and you think you've asked something real and they think they've said something real. You think because you toss the word love around like a frisbee we're all going to get warm and sunny.

No. Something happens to some people. They love you so much they stop noticing you're there because they're so busy loving you. They love you so much ... their love is a gun ... and they keep firing it straight into your head.

...and I know one thing you learn when you grow up is that love is not enough. It's too much and not enough.

Friday, May 18, 2007

A tear shed can say more than a hundred words spoken.


Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you.

Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming.

No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels all right. You don't know what it's like to be like me.

To be hurt...
To feel lost...
To be left out in the dark...
To be kicked when you're down...
To feel like you've been pushed around...
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life!

Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies while deep inside you're bleeding...

No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels all right. You don't know what it's like to be like me.

No one ever lied straight to your face and no one ever stabbed you in the back. You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay...

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A Love with a promise of permanence.

"...if any hear MY voice and open the door,  I will come into their house and eat with them,  and they will eat with ME." ...

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